From Webster's New World Dictionary
chim . ae . re, Chi . me . ra (kI - 'mir 'a) noun 1 a capitalized : a fire-breathing she-monster in Greek mythology having a lion's head, a goat's body, and a serpent's tail b : an imaginary monster compunded of incongruous parts
2 : an illusion or fabrication of the mind; especially : an illusion or fabrication of the mind; especially : an unrealizable dream < a fancy, a chimera in my brain, troubles me un my prayer -- John Donne>
3 : an individual, organ, or part consisting of tissues of diverse genetic constitution
We were tested for readiness.
mom, whonever showed interest in history
memorized names of presidents
with hands on hearts we swore to bear arms
barely speaking english,
we gave ourselves names of presidents
abraham fong
jackson fujimoto
truman sanchez
propelling selves and progeny into
a promise, riding on a sears
catalog american dream.
mistaking saftey for freedom.
opportunity for equality.
I once bought a sake' cup at a second-hand store. I was intrigued by the glass marble-like thing that sat at its bottom. I poured some water in it when I got home. Somehow through the refraction of the marble and the liquid, a tiny image of a tiny naked Asian woman appeared at the bottom of the tiny cup. she was masturbating and she looked just like one of my mom's sisters.
A few years later, I used this sake' cup as a part of a mixed-media piece about booty. ot as in "shake your bootie" or "bootie-call", but as in plunder and spoils - spoils of colonial projects, spoils of vaction packages. Through the tea I poured in the tiny cup, the tiny naked woman appeared within the artwork as part of the booty. unexpectedly, during the second week of the month-long exhibition =, she began to fade. After the third week, when I came to refill the tea, she was completly gone. Who was she? Where did she go?
I become obsessed with her disappearence. I have looked for her in nuddie playing cards, online auctions, mail-order brides and porn websites,.... In another second-hand store I found an 1894 ten-volume set of books titled, "Historic Characters and Famous Events". I know I will find her in here.
Gaye Chan
1019 Kamahele St.
Kailua, HI 96734
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Education
| 1982 | San Francisco Art Institute, MFA Photography |
| 1979 | University of Hawai'i at Manoa BFA |
Selected Exhibitions
| 2001 |
"Historic Characters and Famous Events." Gallery 4A, Sydney Australia |
| 2000 |
"Historic Characters and Famous Events." YYZ Artists' Outlet, Toronto, Canada "Points of Departure." SF Camerawork, San Francisco, California |
| 1999 |
"Departure." Articule, Montreal, Canada |
| 1998 |
"Happy Meal." Art in General, New York City, New York "Before the Law." Kennedy Theatre. Honolulu, Hawaii "Safe." Hawaii Theatre. Honolulu, Hawaii |
Reviews & Publications
| 2001 |
" Take Out: Queer Writing from Asian Pacific America. "Asian American Writers' Workshop. Interior Contribution. (In Press) "Sydney Morning Herald. Bruce James. March 1, 2001. Sydney, Australia. |
| 2000 |
"Dear Dad." Tin Fish Chapbook. Book Design " Aleatory Allegories." Salt Press. Cambridge, United Kingdom. Cover Art " Art Papers. Berlin Golonu. September/October 2000. Atlanta, Georgia |
| 1998-1999 |
"Addenda." Meowpress. Buffalo, New York. Cover Art Collaboration with Duncan Dempster. "Tin Fish 6" Honolulu, Hawaii. Cover Art Honolulu Weekly. June 2-8, 1999. Honolulu Hawaii (Review) HOUR. Marcus Miller. March 4-10, 1999. Montreal, Canada |